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hi.
so uhm lots of things have happened. first of all i have more than a month being vegan and definitely not going back i feel so free and happy (please identify with the song title i put aka snsd's flyers). in a week i will finally finish this semester, FREE FROM UNI FOR THREE MONTHS HELL YEA last week i was on the library doing the final project of statistics with two friends but they went to search/read more books on the stalks so i ended up alone and suddenly like 3/4 boys sat at my side and starting talking but some time later they noticed me (i was wearing shorts) and like they wanted to impress me showing off (ugh), talking about motors and shit like because i'm a girl i'm supposed to be impressed but fucking dudes i'm a mecatronic technician don't try shit on me; so i ignored them, they sent me papers and throw dirty words, i stand up, said i wasn't interested, goodbye and left. when i arrived home and checked on facebook, i had friends solicitudes from those dudes and tons of messages telling me really disgusting shit, i ignored them. thought it was over but no. they followed me the next days, i made sure to be accompanied by male friends, also more because i go to uni at night and being a girl alone at night it's some really scary shit thank you very much. they think it's funny or just because they are men they are supposed to get everything they want? you are just a bunch of disgusting creeps. eh, so you all saw i was kind of depressed last two weeks, but after some days of leaving everything behind, the people, the memories, the thoughts and the words, i came to a realization, and now i feel lighter, happier. of course i had the right to be sad, to feel anger and that thing that eats your heart, the kris' situation is really important to me (as you may know) plus i was diagnosed with a tumour and my congenital heart disease is getting worse, barely have the energy to walk, too much pain; i really was falling deeper on a hole, but now i'm out, clear and sure. i will always be with wuyifan, with my sunshine, i will accompany exo unconditionally; the only thing i want for all of them is health and happiness. not gonna comment on the situation, don't wanna immerse on people's shit. i dyed my hair black!! (eyebrow game hella strong) that's not all but the relevant news haha. bye. |